Baby update or should I say lack of update....

As all of you know I have been on Clomid for the last 8 going on 9 months. Well it seems that each month my eggs look better and better!!
I called in to get the Clomid filled and the Dr had his nurse call me and tell me that this would be my last refill if I didn't get pregnant this time around I have to go in and talk to the Doc. This is kinda bad news... I know what everyone's thinking why doesn't he just up the dose for me.....with me only having one ovary if they up the dose there is a chance that it may shutdown completely!!!! That's not chance I'm willing to take!
So I started the Clomid today so hopefully this last time will take because I don't think we are willing to take extreme measures to have a baby. It's not fair to either of us, I can't stand being crushed every month and Otis can't take seeing me go through it every time it doesn't work. So instead of the end of the summer being our "deadline" it looks like this is it unless the doc can figure something else out.
I think I'm just going to go take a baby.......